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i feel really alone right now. does anyone want to hang out? *sigh*
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well, i suppose an actual honest to goodness update is in order.
been busy getting things together for school which is a few months away so i wont be caught with my pants down at the last minute. also been looking for a job that will trancend well from summer type hours to the part time im gonna have to work when im in school. so far no dice. i went and put in my application at Sunglass Hut today and talked to the assistant manager of Electronics Boutique. that job would be bad ass, then i could get this....
 being the big X-Men fan, this is finally a game that would keep my attention for longer than a day. ive found lately that games just get too boring at times, or they get are just over way too quick. this looks like it has some major play a bility, please, if you have played it, tell me what you think.
I watched the Hitler mini-series and it just showed me how much more i hate that tiny little man.
I finally got this today. it kicks my ass hardcore....im such a rockstar now 
enough for now. word life.
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yes thats right. you read the heading correctly. coming back from a party last night Waukesha we had to pull over so your friendly narrator could vomit on Oak Creek, i guess the time was ripe. a whole bottle of jack daniels will do that to you. so aside from going to get comics today i spent the time recovering in the comfort of my bed. i even missed the Rocky marathon on TNT, that really pissed me off.
if i had hair that needed holding back, im more than sure Jen would have held it back for me. that lovely little darlin the more i think about her the more i think she rocks the hizzy
i wanna thank ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) tooshytoshine for her help in the juggling act that i had to go through earlier. i think im on the right track now.
life has gone and done a 180 on me and im having trouble dealing with it. but its not a bad thing, for the first time in my life i think i have a plan for my future and im ready to move on with things. holy shit, maturity is setting in, make it stop.
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i was just watching VH1 with the closed captioning on. The new Snoop Dogg video "Beautiful" came on, and when he said "foshizzle" the closed captioning read "speaking foreign language" now THAT made my night
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my friend messaged me and kept showing me jobs that were hiring in the area. now i appreicate him trying to help, but he doesnt understand. school for me starts in august and by the time i put the application in, got hired and trained, it would almost be time for me to quit because of school. for clarification, during school i really wont have the chance to work, my schedule just wont permit it. the classes i have to take are only offered at specific times. well when i told him that i couldnt work he got real mad and signed off. i mean i barely see the guy as it is. yet he is so concerned about me having money, etc. i mean am i really wrong for finding this very very odd? someone who rarely ever speaks to me deems my need for a job vital to his lifestyle. i was supposed to go out with him on my bday, but i think i might just take my money and go to the nearest bar and get so drunk that i cant stand up.
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Saturday, April 12th, 2003
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Tell me I'm your favorite thing
You can tell me anything
I wouldn't mind
Dream about you every night
Something tells me that's not right
I wouldn't mind, I wouldn't mind
Not at all
Stuck inside my head again
Hoping that this never ends
I wouldn't mind
It's my existence you ignore
And I can't take you anymore
I wouldn't mind, I wouldn't mind
The wait is killing me
I keep waiting, wait impatiently
What do I need to do?
I'll do anything you want me to
I'll sit on a bookcase in your room
Alone with all your other favorite things
Now that I'm your favorite thing
Let's see what the future brings
I wouldn't mind
And I can't tell you what's been happening
I don't know, I don't know
I wouldn't mind, I wouldn't mind
Not at all
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Thursday, April 10th, 2003
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i am cleaning out my friends list. if i took you off by accident, please get ahold of me somehow and i will fix the problem. unless of course i really dont feel like it. in which case, adidos muchaco
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Wednesday, March 26th, 2003
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Thursday, March 20th, 2003
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ATTENTION!!! ATTENTION!!! ATTENTION!!!
Are you sick and tired of bullshit politicans?
Are you sick and tired of all the war bullshit as well?
Then Join The New Soverign Nation.....Debaucary!!
There is only one rule. You have to get drunk and rock the fuck out.
All those interested in joining this nation, please leave a comment.
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Tuesday, March 11th, 2003
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yeah thats right...its friends only time. no really...you earned it.
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| Mood: |  aggravated. | | Music: | the clash - should i stay or should i go. |
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before i should go lay down on the railroad tracks i suppose i should clarify a bit. the party last year for my bday i had planned on having at my house until about maybe 2 or 3 days before the event was (to be fair maybe a week) but i had it planned up until that point and then luck had it that matt's dad was in mexico at the time so i asked him if we could have it there. the cake and everything was a nice touch, ill give credit where credit is due, but the party was mainly my idea. just want to clear that up.
now, where are those pesky railroad tracks.
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i was going back in my journal and in others that i know, and i realized quite a bit. every year my birthday goes downhill in regards to the celebration aspects. now i know this may sound rather selfish, but when i was younger im sure i had parties, but none i can remember, and id like just once to have a party that i dont have to plan for myself. thats pretty pathetic if you think about it. my last party i must admit i had the most fun at. andy, mark, jessicaand a few others were there and i had fun. yet however much fun that was i had to set everything up myself. very pathetic.
now i know i have about a month and a half, but time is flying by, may 1st is not that long away. this year though, andy works an awful lot, mark is gonna be busy rockin out and gettin ready to go across the pond and if my year so far is any indication of how my birthday is gonna be, things are not lookin up.
you can call it self pity, i call it reflection.
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Saturday, March 8th, 2003
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I was watching SNL and the last thing they had Horatio Sanz do a tribute to Mr Rogers. I will admit in my big manliness, a tear fell from my eye. so one last time, i say thank you to Mr Rogers...
on a completely different topic.....
i wrote this song about a topic that is dear to me. its not very long but its hits the point.
memories are souvenirs that never leave our mind
you left us all way too soon, but I guess it was your time
they say there's no meaning behind words anymore
wish i could have goodbye as you closed that door.....
....one last time.
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Im in a nice mood, so the pic that I have chosen for my new tattoo is behind an LJ-Cut. Its a big one, and Im gonna need money for it, so the "Help Ron afford this Tattoo" Fund is offically open for buisness.
( Read more... )
i have a pretty eventfull night ahead of me. Reading some magazines I havent started yet, and playing video games. I guess what Im trying to say is that im bored people. message me. c'mon hit me up.
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when the time comes for another presidental election, there might just be only one man to defeat "dubya" ..that man? Former New York Mayor, Rudolph Gulliani. I mean look at what he did with New York, imagine what he could do for the country. granted im not keen on his stance on porn, but eh, he cant kill the industry.
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Thursday, March 6th, 2003
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things have just gotten weird for me.
for the first time in my life i have to write lyrics to the music. i usually write lyrics and the guitar player i am working with would write the music, but i picked up on power chords really quick, (like they are hard) and ive been writing songs, i wrote one a bit ago that im VERY happy with. now its not the most intricate song on the planet, but it sounds really cool. now im stuck writing lyrics.
i was over at my friend andy's house drinkin and watchin movies and he introduced me to this band called Ra. the more i listen to them, the more they remind me of Faith No More, which in their time, rocked the fuckin hizzy. I want to check out Ra's live show but they are playing with Stone Sour in April and i REALLY hate Stone Sour, such decisons.
my dad dropped off my paperwork to get me some cash for school, and i didnt understand alot of it, so monday we are gonna go to the guy's office and have him help us fill it out so i can get things a rollin. now the big thing is, what do i go for?
i had some good ass hot pockets for breakfast. picked up the new blender which for my purposes is kinda old because they have a big article on joe strummer. i also just noticed my calendar is still on Febuary, let's see who is the next girl shall we? ooh Shakira. not a fan of her music, but hot damn id be sure to have fun with her 4'11 frame.
quick note to everydajunglist ill have the cd sent out by the end of next week, had some things goin on that wont allow me to get to the post office. but you will get it. i might add some more stuff cuz yer a cutie n stuff.
well i better take out the garbage, this commercial for TGIFriday's is makin me want to wretch, ooh flair!
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so i went and re-designed my layout again, but this time, its for awhile and it finally looks fuckin hot
guidedbyrock
go look.
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Wednesday, March 5th, 2003
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well after that series of serious posts i decided that its time for a more light-hearted one. hmm, i am not feeling too light-hearted. i was talkin to my good bud wonkakillskids about fuckin emo kids, and how much they suck. now i know deep down i will admit i used to be one, and at times i still listen to bands like sunny day real estate, but according to Rocky Balboa "everybody can change" and so i followed his advice.
i learned some chords on guitar and starting learning some Clash songs to help me out with writing and all that stuff. coming along real well.
i am getting really excited about getting going with my solo stuff. the cool thing is, its my stuff haha, wow am i captain obvious. however i can make a small little webpage to get things a going. its all on me now.
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blah.
contemplative.
lonely.
weird.
excited.